I know I'm in trouble again when..all I can think of is that same ONE person and he's constantly on my mind. AGAIN.
The Shit is gonna hit the fan.
November 16, 2010
November 5, 2010
The sinking feeling of PMS
I have no idea why god invented PMS. I mean, what good does it do besides making ourselves and also our men miserable? like seriously.
I've never been the kind to be hit hard by PMS, I know some friends who get it good. But me? it's mild at best. The thing I truly hate abt it though, is how overflowing the negative energy that comes with PMS is.
Tonight's performance @ J-Bar was ok, it got better by the last set. Mann and the boys gave me some pointers to work on, which i appreciates, I always do. (It's not easy for me as I've always been a stubborn ass, performers do have a certain level of ego, u gotta give me tt. But I've mellowed down so much in recent years, u wouldn't believe how scary I was last time.)
I realised i've still got a lot to learn and lotsa old habits to kick, and I've been trying to take in whatever pointers to improve, which I have been told I have(yay!) but today, i was just slightly sian again. Minor negativity set it, i think it showed on my face.lol.
After rationalizing, I figured it was the work of PMS so I'm going to sleep on it and wake up to a whole new level of positivity to keep improving myself instead of letting negativity get to me!
See? That's what PMS does to women. Men, I know it's tough, it's impossible and most of the time, it doesn't even add up BUT do try to understand. OK, fine. So sometimes, we are just using tt as excuses for everything.
But you guys have football and booze, we have PMS, it's fair.
Hmmm, maybe...god is female.
I've never been the kind to be hit hard by PMS, I know some friends who get it good. But me? it's mild at best. The thing I truly hate abt it though, is how overflowing the negative energy that comes with PMS is.
Tonight's performance @ J-Bar was ok, it got better by the last set. Mann and the boys gave me some pointers to work on, which i appreciates, I always do. (It's not easy for me as I've always been a stubborn ass, performers do have a certain level of ego, u gotta give me tt. But I've mellowed down so much in recent years, u wouldn't believe how scary I was last time.)
I realised i've still got a lot to learn and lotsa old habits to kick, and I've been trying to take in whatever pointers to improve, which I have been told I have(yay!) but today, i was just slightly sian again. Minor negativity set it, i think it showed on my face.lol.
After rationalizing, I figured it was the work of PMS so I'm going to sleep on it and wake up to a whole new level of positivity to keep improving myself instead of letting negativity get to me!
See? That's what PMS does to women. Men, I know it's tough, it's impossible and most of the time, it doesn't even add up BUT do try to understand. OK, fine. So sometimes, we are just using tt as excuses for everything.
But you guys have football and booze, we have PMS, it's fair.
Hmmm, maybe...god is female.
November 3, 2010
What it is with them that makes me think i'm the repulsive one?
Am I truly so repulsive that they have to behave so indifferently? That I cannot fathom.
I mean, true, I was showing signs of interest but newsflash: I'm not asking u to marry me. So i absolutely cannot comprehend why you guys have to go all COOL and distant. Please go one corner and cool your weird brain down, and ask yourself what you want.
You're not interested, i''m cool and so should you. Next step, just be normal friends. What's so tough about tt? If not, fine, thank you very much. I wish you well.
Grow up, all you so-called mature men. Jeez.
I mean, true, I was showing signs of interest but newsflash: I'm not asking u to marry me. So i absolutely cannot comprehend why you guys have to go all COOL and distant. Please go one corner and cool your weird brain down, and ask yourself what you want.
You're not interested, i''m cool and so should you. Next step, just be normal friends. What's so tough about tt? If not, fine, thank you very much. I wish you well.
Grow up, all you so-called mature men. Jeez.
July 5, 2010
If you could read this, I miss you.
It's the middle of the night, 4.12am to be precise and I can't sleep. It has become a normal routine for me recently.
There are so many things going on in my life now and singing wise, it's good..i mean things are looking up and i'm supposed to be occupied but I feel so...empty. I guess i'm feeling the strain of trying to please everyone....i need to be alone for a while..wait, i'm already constantly alone, aren't I? I need a break..
And you're constantly on my mind recently..whenever i am down, I really wish so hard that you're still here with me, I miss you very much. And it scares me to know that it's getting harder and harder to remember your voice, cause it's been so long.
I know I should have treasured the times with you more, I know I could have been a better listener and company, I know I could have showed my love for you more often..then. But I guess i missed my chance long time ago and I need to tell you tt it's the greatest regret in my life. Human only learn how to treasure love ones after losing them, i'm just so sorry i gotta learn the hard way.
You need to know how sorry i am still, after 9 years. I hope you r well wherever you are cause you have been the greatest. If given a second chance, I would be a better listener, companion and daughter.
I wanna tell you I miss you so much and I've never told you this but I love you very much, Mom.
There are so many things going on in my life now and singing wise, it's good..i mean things are looking up and i'm supposed to be occupied but I feel so...empty. I guess i'm feeling the strain of trying to please everyone....i need to be alone for a while..wait, i'm already constantly alone, aren't I? I need a break..
And you're constantly on my mind recently..whenever i am down, I really wish so hard that you're still here with me, I miss you very much. And it scares me to know that it's getting harder and harder to remember your voice, cause it's been so long.
I know I should have treasured the times with you more, I know I could have been a better listener and company, I know I could have showed my love for you more often..then. But I guess i missed my chance long time ago and I need to tell you tt it's the greatest regret in my life. Human only learn how to treasure love ones after losing them, i'm just so sorry i gotta learn the hard way.
You need to know how sorry i am still, after 9 years. I hope you r well wherever you are cause you have been the greatest. If given a second chance, I would be a better listener, companion and daughter.
I wanna tell you I miss you so much and I've never told you this but I love you very much, Mom.
December 15, 2009
The Gift
The Gift is the latest book by Cecilia Ahern, the same lady who brought us P.S. I Love You. This is the first book of hers that I have read, and true to her name, she doesn't disappoint. Cecilia Ahern's writing is to-the-point and easy to read yet her presentation of the story is intriguing with a little twist and sense of mystery to it, which will set to tug at your curiosity. The story begins at the end and everything was revealed through the course of a separate incident.
If you could wish for one thing this Christmas, what would it be?
The Gift basically tells the story of Lou Suffern, whom has to constantly battle with the issue of time with his wife and family due to his succesful and busy career. Things took a turn when Lou invites a homeless man, Gabriel into his office building and into his life.
This book is a heart-warming and poignant tale of love, friendship, family and the true value of life.
Christmas is around the courner, create some alone time for yourself just for 1 night, curl up in your sofa and with some soft Christmas music in the background and a hot cocoa in one hand, immerse yourself in this book; I hope you will enjoy this book as much as i did.
Merry Christmas:)
If you could wish for one thing this Christmas, what would it be?
The Gift basically tells the story of Lou Suffern, whom has to constantly battle with the issue of time with his wife and family due to his succesful and busy career. Things took a turn when Lou invites a homeless man, Gabriel into his office building and into his life.
This book is a heart-warming and poignant tale of love, friendship, family and the true value of life.
Christmas is around the courner, create some alone time for yourself just for 1 night, curl up in your sofa and with some soft Christmas music in the background and a hot cocoa in one hand, immerse yourself in this book; I hope you will enjoy this book as much as i did.
Merry Christmas:)
November 25, 2009
Identity
I'm a sucker for Horror shows but I love great psycological thriller as well. Some of the best suspense thrillers on my list are SE7EN, Fallen, Primal Fear, Momento, The Machinist and of course The Silence of the Lambs.
Recently, i stumbled upon IDENTITY - a lesser known suspense thriller back from 2003. Frankly I have not even heard of it and i guess it really shows how underrated this show was:
Through series of seemingly coincidental incidents, 11 strangers were brought together at a Motel on a stormy night. At a glance, everyone seems to have a little agenda of their own but when a transported criminal went missing and people started dying, they have to stick together, fight for their survival and figure out who to trust.
This movie has a strong and solid cast which includes John Cusack, Alfred Molina, Amanda Peet, Ray Liotta and Clea DuVall; in fact the rest of the supporting cast played their characters like it's their second skin. The movie is also greatly paced so much so that it's all packed tightly together, no more, no less.
I thought the shooting style was beautifully done, especially the beginning of the film, where the freeze-and-rewind frame helped make the whole movie more interesting. The plot itself is very intriguing, and the surprises just kept piling up. This is one of the few movies where i didn't see the twist coming and it got me good.
Very fantastically done and terribly underrated, i'll give it 4.5 stars outta 5.
Recently, i stumbled upon IDENTITY - a lesser known suspense thriller back from 2003. Frankly I have not even heard of it and i guess it really shows how underrated this show was:
Through series of seemingly coincidental incidents, 11 strangers were brought together at a Motel on a stormy night. At a glance, everyone seems to have a little agenda of their own but when a transported criminal went missing and people started dying, they have to stick together, fight for their survival and figure out who to trust. This movie has a strong and solid cast which includes John Cusack, Alfred Molina, Amanda Peet, Ray Liotta and Clea DuVall; in fact the rest of the supporting cast played their characters like it's their second skin. The movie is also greatly paced so much so that it's all packed tightly together, no more, no less.
I thought the shooting style was beautifully done, especially the beginning of the film, where the freeze-and-rewind frame helped make the whole movie more interesting. The plot itself is very intriguing, and the surprises just kept piling up. This is one of the few movies where i didn't see the twist coming and it got me good.
Very fantastically done and terribly underrated, i'll give it 4.5 stars outta 5.
November 15, 2009
Time for Miracles - Adam Lambert
Latest song spinning on my ipod is this fantastic song from the movie 2012 - Time for Miracles, sung by Adam Lambert. Kinda reminds me of "I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing", only way better:) The melody and arrangement is hauntingly beautiful, the MV well-shot; throw in the sexy Adam Lambert and his impressive vocals and this is a winner:
With his amazing voice and natural charisma, Adam Lambert is truly one of the brightest star to emerge from AI. Look out for his debut album "For your Entertainment" which will hit the stores end November. With big names such as Lady Gaga and Muse collaborating with him on the album, it's a guaranteed chart-topping debut. Frankly, i think the album cover alone will be able to send tongues wagging:
With his amazing voice and natural charisma, Adam Lambert is truly one of the brightest star to emerge from AI. Look out for his debut album "For your Entertainment" which will hit the stores end November. With big names such as Lady Gaga and Muse collaborating with him on the album, it's a guaranteed chart-topping debut. Frankly, i think the album cover alone will be able to send tongues wagging:
And DARN, he looks hotter than a woman, where's the justice in that? :D
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